in company respects shown mutual into its own,
indifference although when im left alone and true feelings begin to show,
honesty overflows in my mind when i try not to cry cause im blind and alive,
and esteem has no gleam and it cant be seen,
im so alone, i still cant understand these feelings that im feelin,
youre pullin me back and forth all that youre doin is confusin me,
with this emotional strain, its drivin me to the edge of insanity,
you cant blame me for your pain and sufferin...
not keepin on no downlow,
im screamin the flow in your face,
just like mace in your eyes, like feelin my bass in your thighs,
its time to recognize and realize that your ways are not the only ways
to lead your life...
low, concerned about what others think right,
cause your egos makin your core so weak tunnel vision,
you move from .a to .b to .c,
thats not the point see, you lived your life around me....
im crushed inside, each day i get by, w/
the gleam in my eyes...
if you want me then just try to find me,
if you ever need to suck me dry,
when you need me you wont ever see me ive lost respect now watch you cry,
touched on me so shortly then just left me 2 you watched me bleed
now you smile, you walked through me while you crushed that gleam
i had inside my eyes.